Seriously.... life throws all this bullshit at us expecting us to overcome and live to our fullest. But, in my opinion I say fuck life!

9th March 2011

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Speechless……

Have you ever felt speechless? Might come from surprise, happiness, or just shock.. Whatever the cause may be, it certainly feels strange… it’s as if the world around you has just stopped and everyone is awaiting your reply. The best you can do for a reply is Ughhh Uhhhhhh Uhmmmmmm……. Yet the words never seem to escape… Imagine that feeling in the heart, after hearing words you never wanted to hear. Or maybe seeing something you never wanted to see. Speechless heart and also it feels like your heart dropped into your stomach and left there to burn away. Or maybe turn to Heart drop soup(I know horrible pun) but it’s a bitch of a feeling to deal with.

Today after hearing some words and seeing my own actions shock me…… it happened the dreaded heart drop, I was left speechless unable to express emotion, feeling like the world was looking at me for the right choice. The tears started to swell in my eyes, I never let them fall but I can’t deny this feeling…..