Seriously.... life throws all this bullshit at us expecting us to overcome and live to our fullest. But, in my opinion I say fuck life!

17th March 2011

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The feeling right before tears come….

Have you ever had this feeling? Feels as if the world is about to fall apart, and nothing can stop it from happening. I don’t know why but today it just felt as if we were drifting apart…… drifting from each others hearts. You told me that you felt as if I had moved on on… as if I didn’t love you anymore… then you told me… that maybe I was in love with one of my friends… when I only have you in my heart. Maybe I’m not showing you that I love you enough…. these words sting and leave my heart shattered. I’m not sure what I should be doing… I’m lost… But just to let you know all I want to do right now is to hold you… hold you close to my heart and just be there with you. Never let you go, till you know I love you. Baby I know you’re worried about me, these past few days I haven’t been the greatest or the best… Stress got to me, and it’s breaking me apart, without you holding me together I’m afraid of breaking apart. When you said maybe we should take a break? That crushed me, left speechless I didn’t know how to reply…. I’m not sure why you asked. My answer will always be no because I love you. It broke me, maybe you wanted to help me with my stress but just to let you know, you are my stress reliever with you, I can forget about the world around me and focus on you. Angel when I’m stressed I become the devil, I do things uncharacteristic of me, now that I’ve shown you my worst I hope we stay together. <3 because nothing means more to me than you……..